DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

I have always been particularly proud of this, my first book. Today, I get to be even prouder. I’ve just been notified that Dark Night of the Soul has been selected as a finalist by the American Legacy Awards. It’s quite an honor. Writing Dark Night was a labor of more than love. It was the fulfillment of a life long passion and a way to express my feelings as I recovered from brain surgery. Though I intended to write only one book, it soon became a series. Marcus had more to tell. An unexpected life, a man who faced difficulties far beyond any nightmare he dreamt of, couldn’t be told in one book.

Now, years later, I’ve decided to revamp(sorry if that seems like a pun) the covers of all five books. I’m also having Dark Night made into an audio book. The release date is not yet known, but I will let you know when it’s available.

I hope you enjoy the book and want to know more about the man I created. There are many lives he saved, but the one that means the most to me, is mine.

Audio Book

I’m going to make Dark Night of the Soul, book one of the Darkness and Light series into an audio book. Recording begins this Friday. I’m going to the best recording engineer, George Dussault of Galilee Productions in Rhode Island. I have a man with a voice I could listen to for hours no matter what he’s saying. Richard Johnson, a child of Rhode Island, is an actor, a singer and a friend. I’m lucky he’s available. Though I’m more than happy with the choices I’ve made, this is still far out of my comfort zone. As usual I’ll plod along, fearful but determined to do anything I can, to get my book out there. I’ve created a character I’m proud of, giving him the strength I hope I’d have if I were to walk in his place. His message of doing right even when it’s hard, or in his case there’s hell to pay, is important in any age. Of course I wish he were real though I don’t think he’d be very happy with me, not after all I’ve put him through.

With new book covers and an audio book, I hope to rejuvenate book’s sales. If you haven’t read or bought the books now may be the best time. There’s a discount if you buy the books with the old cover. If you don’t have time to sit with a book, I’ll let you know when you can listen to it.
Whether the day is sunny, cloud covered, raining or snowing, remember they are the days you have. Make the best of them.

NO GREEN EYED MONSTER

The Wickford Art Association launched their 2025 Reading Circle Program yesterday. I was honored to read my short story published in the ARIA Anthology Green. I was very proud to stand beside such talented authors and also happy to say I didn’t cry.

No Green Eyed Monster is a very personal tale. Some memories are painful even as they help us become who we are today. I’ve carried some of those feelings into my books. Marcus, from the Darkness and Light series, has childhood memories that are in many ways my own.

I hope you have a chance to pick up a copy of Green, or any of the ARIA Anthologies, and enjoy the stories within.

Being Me

I imagine everyone has a time in their life when they wonder what happened to the person they thought they would be. We lose some of ourselves, between trying to meld our life to another’s and changing to meet the demands of the reality we face when we’re no longer wide eyed, ready to take on the world children. We discover ourselves as we grow but mostly we discover ourselves when we’re grown. I didn’t become the famous singer I had hoped to. Neither did I become a successful author, though I’m still trying. Publishing the first book took many years but brought me more joy than a single post can express. In that first book, I stripped Marcus of all his hopes and expectations. In their place I gave him a fierce strength to become, as much as he could, the man he had once hoped to be. I think this is something many of us do. There are some successes and of course, failures. A failure doesn’t mean you should give up, it means you need to find another way forward, if only one small step at a time. The Long Road Back to me is the short story I wrote and am proud to say was published in the ARIA anthology Rhode Trip. Though it’s fiction, I think everyone can identify with the feelings contained in the story. I’m including an excerpt, hoping you’ll enjoy it, but also hoping you’ll check out the anthology. I’m only one of many authors and all are deserving of the time it will take you to read their stories.

The Long Walk Back to Me

by Debra Zannelli

It’s the smallest state, only forty eight miles across, only forty three for me, still I think the crossing will take me years. I wonder if two days will be long enough when I have a lifetime of things to think about, things I should have thought about a long time ago. I’m leaving for good though it’s hard to believe. I’m walking because everything I have is his and though I could take some things with me, I don’t want any of it. I hocked the diamond on my way to work. The manager of the store across the street from the bank where I worked, took it without asking any questions. My boss had lots of questions. I told her I wasn’t staying, and wouldn’t be coming back. I’m not burning bridges, I’m destroying them. Before I left, I closed out my checking and savings accounts and emptied our vacation account. The money won’t buy me a new life but it’s a down payment. 

DARKNESS AND LIGHT

The series will be getting new/better covers. Wait till you see them. I hope you’re as excited as I am. Here’s a sample. Though they aren’t completely finalized, the new covers will soon look something like this.

SISTER WORLD RETURN TO TERAH

I had to post a picture of me with my award. Second Place Science Fiction published 2024 by BookFest. It makes all those hours worth while. Wish I had a better hair cut but at least I like my smile. They also gave me recognition for the cover I created. So totally happy with this. Now I need another idea. Keeping my fingers crossed that one will be coming soon.

Though I loved writing it.

2025

I can’t ever remember not wanting to write. I have at least 20 short stories I wrote when I was a child. They’re awful but they’re precious too. It’s been a wild ride, finally writing a book, then 7 more and having one win second best in Science Fiction published 2024, by BookFest. None of us get what we want. Many of us get far less than what we deserve but we all have just one life. There are opportunities we may not see, but never stop looking.

Seventy is not as far away as I’d like it to be but I’m still here and I’m still dreaming. What er 2025 brings, I know I’ll face it and do my best to be the best I can be.

I wrote this in 1996 and still mean every word.

Line by Line

Sleeping curled upon my lap, 

while rocking to and fro,

is my one and only child of flesh,

born not many years ago.

He is not my first born,

for deep within me lives,

all that are my hopes and dreams,

the words I long to give.

I’ve written down all that makes me, me

What I’ve seen, wished for, my every goal,      

the words I’ve written,

are the children of my soul.

I love words, sung, written, spoken,

their passion and their power.

Mankind could never have come so far,    

for it is words which makes us tower.

Above all creatures, mankind towers,

in our ability to leave a trace,

of what we’ve learned, where we’ve been,

that time cannot erase.

I live for my children,

my son and my words too.

I want them to live on,

and be proud of what they do.

In silence I pray,

for the skill, and for the time.

Time to write my thoughts, and my hopes,

to live out my life, line by line.

Debra Zannelli  8/96

AWARD

I am so excited to say that my book, Sister World, Return to Terah received second place for best science fiction for 2024 from BookFest. BookFest is a book festival that honors excellence in fiction published in the United States. The festival includes book awards such as the American Fiction Awards and the “Best Book” Awards. Their links are https://www.Facebook.com/the bookfest adventure. Https:www.instagram.com/the bookfest/. 

It’s been a good book year as things went well at the Big E and Comic-Con. I love both events.

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Yesterday I was on the 2024 ARIA Author Showcase and Giveaway event. I’m giving away a copy of Sister World , The Arrival. You can click on the link to read my interview and enter the giveaway! https://tinyurl.com/24zannelli.

I made a mistake answering one of the questions. Let me know if you find it. If you’re the first one to find it, you’ll win a copy of the ARIA anthology, Green. My favorite short story, “Green Eyed Monster”‘ is in it. 

Still to come. Mike Squatrito, President of the Association of Rhode Island Authors(ARIA) and I will be interviewed by Christina Erne on channel 10 at 8:00AM on December 5th. Thank goodness Mike’s with me, I think I’ll be pretty nervous. Then there’s the RI Author Expo at the Crowne Plaza from 10:00 to 4:00 on December 7th. I’ll be there along with many other Rhode Island authors, selling and signing our books. I’ll have copies of the complete Sister World Series. I hope to see you there and good luck to you all.

SISTER WORLD RETURN TO TERAH

I’m so excited to announce Return to Terah has been awarded second place in the Bookfest Book Awards. There’s more to do, especially knowing how best to use this information, but right now I just want to enjoy the moment.

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Sister World Return to Terah

Authors & Illustrator

Author:

Debra

Zannelli

Second Place Book Award

Second Place Award

Book Series – Book Series – Sci-Fi

Description

Back to Terah begins with recognition of what Kahill and Becarra have done for Earth since their arrival from their home planet, Terah. Uniting the people of the isolated Baffin island, they created a unified resistance that fought and won the fight for Earth, a war we didn’t know we were waging. Feeling there is a debt to be paid President Sanders, of the United States, prepares an army to follow Kahill and Becarra to Terah not knowing what their reception will be, if a war with so much distance between worlds can be waged, let alone won. Facing realized and unrealized challenges, the army, led by the two young Terans, accompanied by the best minds of our world, begin a fight to save a world long held prisoner. Besides the many challenges, there is the final one, a decision made by all volunteers, will they be able to return to world they left behind?

Comic-Con

Sister World, finished, left me bereft but I’m happy to say I have new ideas and plenty of dreams left to make real. I’ve written 8 books and they’re heavy to lug around. I’m asking you to come to Comic-Con and buy some so I don’t have to take them home. On a more serious note, I need to tell my readers and especially those who haven’t read my books, how proud I am of having been able to fulfill a life long dream. I’ve included quite a bit of me in each character. The angry man was once the angry girl. Angry that the world had set boundary’s I longed to break. Life wounds us, both physically and psychologically. All wounds leave scars. I’ve tried to let us feel angst without despair, fear while knowing we’re safe and hope. Hope that there is something more. Though no one I know has had to face the monster’s I’ve created, I’m pretty certain that except for a lucky few, we’ve all faced monsters. They don’t all look the same, but they are very much alike. They play a part in who we are. I managed to grow old with some compassion. How do I know I have compassion? Here’s one example. It’s kind of odd, but it’s me. This morning I removed a worm from where it was walking on Boots, my dog. I threw it in the toilet, closest way to discard it and saw it struggling to live. Fishing it out, I took it outside, gently sitting it on my porch. Ten minutes later I checked to see if it was still there, struggling to breathe. I was relieved to see it had gotten away, as I so often crawled away from my hurts. It was just a creature trying to live and I knew in the depths of my soul, I had no right to take that life.